I’m bored, and I’m in some need of Enlightenment. D;
So ‘ere’s my Natal Chart…
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Let me elaborate a little ’bout my situation between these Opposers of mine…My Father, I’ve experienced both Emotional and Physical Abuse from when I was Eight Years Ol’ all the way ‘through slightly before the Present. I abhor him, however through the past two months…I don’t really care about him, but I’d rather not have him present on the same floor of our House. It bothers me that he’s at Home or eating his Meal downstairs even. I Hate spending Family time with him–Like Eating Meals at the same table, Watching Television together, Going out to restaurants wit’ the whole family…I’m now glad that we don’t participate in Recreational Activities as a Family regularly. The Reasons for his Actions of Abuse was not being able to grasp High School Level Algebra at the Age of Eight through Thirteen; Being Physically Retarded wit’ Tying my Shoes, Riding a Two-Wheeled Bicycle, Swimming…Blah, blah…
At that Age, he’s also accused me for being extremely impressionable to the extent of being brainwashed into killing him wit’ a knife…Once a week. xDDD He forbid me making friends that were Caucasian ‘n reading the American Girl Magazine–LOL. He also broke Material Things of mine that I considered Precious, ‘n were my sole means of Entertainment. He has criticized my Hobby ‘n preference of Art and Fashion ‘n Drawing–I hid my Works of them, so they would remain safe.
I really wanted them to Divorce, and I believe my Parents have married for the "Wrong" reasons. They allowed themselves to be chained…I find Relationships, mos’ Relationships to be something you chose to be unfortunately bound to. >.>
Now, I’m glad that everything’s all chill now–The Violence ‘n Drama has been placed on Hiatus.
And the Guy Friends I’ve made through HS, ‘n have encountered…They continue to misunderstand me and the situation. xS
I’ve lost them…They’ve faded. I’ve done nothing wrong. One of them–an acquaintance believed I was infatuated wit’ ‘em, jus’ by sitting across from him everyday at our Teacher’s Assigned Lunch Table. When I’m joking around or being sincere, they considered that I was romantically interested wit’ ‘em too. They would ask me in a mumbling voice, ‘n I would ask them to make themselves clear of what they stated. But then they would immediately say,"Nevermind." Or changes the Subject…
When they had ’nuff of their connection to me or whatever, they start gossiping behind my back wit’ there friends or whomever they’ve encountered that seemed compatible on a fair level.
And this person, formerly a casual friend at best…would continue saying strange things to me like…"I am (States their Ethnicity), and you’re Asian." Two weeks later, he state my name ‘n gave me this dorky stare…Yea ‘n I would leave ‘n go on ’bout my business. Personally, he should stop saying "Hi" at all…or continue wit’ this nonsense. Some friend he was, he "verifies" my presence three weeks after Senior Year starts. I’ve also ran into these Guys quite often within the Campus, whatever Social Circle they belonged to…Some of them were possibly physically attracted to me, ‘n they quickly "assumed" wit’ this supernatural, ‘n ‘o so accurate insight that I was Stalking them. xDDDD It makes things problematic, they don’t "freak out" enough to actually start screaming at my face that I’m disturbing them. They conjure possibly entertaining ‘n amusing Stories that they have an actual Fanbase wit’ their Friends, or whoever that thought they had Time on their Hands. Our Campus is small enough to run into a recognizable person at least three times throughout those eight hours, minimum. However, I have to admit…I started seeing them little too often too–Happened towards the end of the year, and I continued going through the Hallways I normally go through to reach my Desired Location.
I’ve gradually become a Misandrist…I’ve always treated the Same Sex significantly better, versus the Opposite Sex. It always seems that the Opposite Sex had the advantage fo’ too long–I’m jealous of their position. There are also other Aspects that contributed to my Disfavor of the Opposite Sex ‘n Relationships…Honestly, the Pros seem unattainable to me. They weren’t meant fo’ me.
I apologize fo’ dragging this out…I need Advice…I need specific Steps of what I should do to accomplish this Reform fo’ the better in the near Future. But ‘ey…I’m jus’ saying, I jus’ need a Friendly Ear.
Also…If you do not understand Astrology or disagree wit’ it…Leave–Please Do Not Waste your Time. Dx
Don’t TL;DR…That’s jus’ Heartless. xD
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@Sparrowbird: It’s alright for the moment–My situation has been mellowed, there hasn’t been much conflict with him, my family, and myself. He’s only Emotionally Abusive at worse for these few months, when he feels threatened. Since we moved to another location for Private Business Opportunities, he’s been too weary to give a damn ‘nymore–We own a Store that runs 24-Hours almost Daily. It’s all on me, and I still crave for that Independence and creating a pernament get-away. Both my mother and her Sister, whom she considers her only ‘n closest relative and also her Brother-In-Law/My Uncle; have explained that he expresses this sort of "discipline" in order to toughen me up ‘n open my eyes to the Real World at an early age. So simply, he actually gives a damn in such a twisted way. His problem is that he isn’t that awesome wit’ talking wit’ kids. He thought provoking my emotions would bring out Desirable Results in School and such.
@Sparrowbird (Cont’d): My Mom has a significant role in my Life–I Love her very much, yet I’m unable to express it the way she would find more than satisfying. She isn’t exactly the particular individual I would pour my Heart out to…She does not understand, and believes I bring Problems to the Family the most. This is because these past three or foursome years, I’ve developed irrational fears of School, my Peers, my Public Image/Reputation(If I even possessed one), etc..Along wit’ my occasional Night Terrors that included my Dad. I’ve also had violent Nervous Breakdowns that would result me domestically abusing my Mother because I find her so frustrating along wit’ the other "unbearable" factors. 
I’ve also succumbed to deliquent behavior…Like Ditching P.E. fo’ over a month, this was due to an Irrational Fear that I found too embarassing to admit at that time. I had problems wit’ Authority within the Class, It broke me down that she didn’t understand me. Whatever, I’m fine now.
Hey there Scorpio.
I’m sorry to hear about your difficult experiences. I’m not an expert, but I’ll tell you what stands out to me most strikingly: T-Square between Saturn, Moon, and Sun. That’s a big friction, one that will affect your identity and how you see yourself, as well as your emotional and inner life.
Saturn is often associated with father, as is the 10th house. With Saturn in the first, and Sun in the 10th, both in difficult aspect to your Moon, there would definitely be tensions with authority figures, males, or your father. Also, Mars conjuncts Sun in the 10th - this may add aggression and energy to this issue (i.e. your father’s aggressive tendencies and the conflict you have there).
You have a number of VERY positive aspects, though, that can easily push you through all this. I think your father may cause you some difficulties and authority figures/men in general may cause you some hurt and difficulties in getting ahead, especially where work may be concerned. But these are just obstacles, obstacles to overcome and use to your advantage. Use your wisdom from such experiences to feed your soul and help you along your life path. You would probably do well in a job that is perhaps not entirely ‘normal’ or business-like (Pluto, Uranus, and 8th house influence is very strong) - I think maybe something related to fashion, beauty, modeling even, perhaps something like psychology (maybe even writing of some sort?) or something related to the occult might be positive for you.
Make sure to always use your talents - tap into all those sextiles and trines, don’t let your squares overtake you, even if Saturn’s restrictive influence is a bit disheartening and saddening at times.
Good luck, my friend. I hope I helped a little bit, though of course there’s so much more to your chart!
Edt: Oh, let me add something… Please make sure get away from living with him. You need to be away from his poison. His behaviour is inexcusable, and I think that while you put up a very tough exterior (Capricorn Rising), there is a lot of hurt from this, understandably. He is manipulative, and I feel disgusted just hearing about it… I hate to think how you must feel. Please, please, please make sure you are away from him. Your mother may be a comforting figure, but she probably isn’t much use to you in relation to your father’s actions. Just get away, and do not EVER let his horrible attitude or his aggressive tendencies make you think that YOU’RE the crazy one, or that you’re immoral, or anything like that. You need to breathe fresh air, away from him, and you will shine! If you are away already, stay away. Do it.